Tag Archives: spiritual awakening

To Feel is Human; To Feel Beyond Your Own Heart is Divine

One of my many favorite creators on Substack and X is James Lucas who posts about beauty and truth. Both of which I believe are attributes of the Divine. On a recent X post He shared Roman epitaphs created for their dog’s tombs. One of them hit my heart hard even as a cat person. […]

The Myth of Understanding Reality as Paradox

At fifty-nine, I know I’m blessed to have the gift of time and the means necessary to allow me to pursue my heart’s passions as opposed to my past profession. This allows me to think a lot about whatever this is. This being life or awareness of this reality; whatever that means. This or that […]

Resisting the Urge to Run From the World

I find people, particularly in large numbers, exhausting. It’s not that I don’t like humans or even love some of them, but as a species a little homo sapiens time goes a long way for me. Like a monk in the desert, I can easily go days without needing to communicate with any person. I’ve […]

Waiting on a Prayer (That Maybe Has Already Been Answered)

It’s been almost six months to the day since my book, Finding God in Vegas: A Gen X Spiritual Awakening, was published. My testament to my old and new life recounted as I laid bare my heart and soul to friends and visitors. An excruciating expose exposing every false belief I had about myself, my […]

Control: Life’s Great Illusion

Why begins any spiritual journey, but surrender only happens when every belief you have about your life is interrogated and laid bare. When you humbly understand your limitations as a human. While acknowledging the self-deception that you’re in control of your world or even your own life. This is the moment when you meet your […]

The Scourge of Moral Relativism: When a Culture Can No Longer Name Evil

The America I live in is physically ill, psychologically troubled and spiritually purposeless. Unanchored to any moral bedrock; unsecured to any ethical foundation. We’re a culture in deep despair and disappearing into death. Drowning in a sea of moral relativism and dying in ethical quicksand. Love is no longer the ultimate moral action but a […]

Asking Why is Terrifying Yet It’s the Only Road to Truth

This journey to realize and claim our birthright as children of God only begins when we ask why. When we question the world. When our heart whispers to our head because intuitively it knows that something is very, very wrong within God’s good world.

The Selling of Fear: The Salvation of Love

We live in a world that only seeks to sell us stuff. Everything from status to salvation is commoditized to try and separate us from our finite time, labored wages and our singular standing as children of God. Divinely created not to be mere objects that consume, but subjects that generously generate love. Every human […]

The Myth of Divided Loyalties, the Lies We Tell Ourselves and the Suck of Politics

In 1963, three years before I was born and two years after the US sent its first combat troops into Vietnam, CS Lewis would write, “The greatest evils in the world will not be carried out by men with guns, but by men in suits sitting behind desks.” More than sixty years later, his words […]

My Blue Christmas

I used to love Christmas and the things that surrounded it. The luminous lights, the December decorations, and of course the tasty treats. Remembering a time before the Internet when you couldn’t buy peppermint bark in July and when Santa’s wasn’t competing with scary witches. Our years in America are no longer marked by the […]